That Girl is my sister

As ive gotten older I realize you have less and less friends. Less people will be there for you and less people will talk to you. Its not about going out or going to a party. Its about genuine conversation and compassion. If you cant show compassion for others then im sorry because thats just something everyone should understand. anyway on with my point here. Like I was saying I dont have many friends  I have been re thinking it all over and over and over recently. I found my self thinking about my sister.

We used to hate each other. Im not kidding..

HATE. we argued over everything and anything even if we both agreed we disagreed for the sake of an argument.

well were not 6 and 12 anymore although we didnt get along it was still times i enjoy most when I think about my whole life. She has stood beside me thick and thin. Stupid or smart choices ive had her hell, even if she hates me she still always voiced her thought and i knew she was there even at times we couldnt stand to look at one another.

So this is kinda my way of saying thanks for being a sister. now we are on to new ventures in both our lifes. We both have a spouce and i have two childern and you have 1 but still you get the point. Im not sure why it took me 20 something years to realize she would be my all time best friend.

Theirs noone else like her. The way she enjoys cooking and baking and making smoothies.. or randomly singing songs which i used to think were so damn annoying and now i find myself doing the same.

she would always dance around the house and we would tell her how she was just in our way. Being the older one tho, I had more of crap to deal with from parents well im not gonna go into details but yeah.. but she was carefree and loving and the definition of happy when she was younger. at the time when i was 16 and she was 10 i thought she was the definition of annoying and messsy. I have learned so much from her tho.

Shes always there to talk even if its in a text. Now were both grown ups and were always busy. but, there really is a bond that cant be broken and thats what a sister is.

So enjoy life. Be happy and always tell your sister that you love her.

Because sometimes im really bitchy

and have to remind myself to stop and be nice

“to infinity and beyond”

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i tried tumblr.

well readers i took a break my life was a little bit hetic and well honestly i LOVE you wordpress. Tumblr is weird and i HATE it. never ever. ha. well i wont say never ever really trying to get my sites up and going and get my little side work activites started.

Future goals with wordpress.

I want to double my follwers. i would also like to work online from home and see if i can make a go of it. im going to try google adsense and see what i can do with it.

Honestly tho, wordpress if more for the adult user and tublr is cool if you like pokemon gifs and random crap 24/7.

dont get me wrong i love my random crap i post but im not 12 and most people on tumblr i feel are so young that they dont relate and i get no views and it was a sucky time on there so stay tuned my vacation from wordpress is now over and im back.

Just wait for the posting flood to begin. muah ha ha ha i have so much to write about stay tuned. ps. i have no life and this is what i do in my free time because i enjoy writing and thought sharing ect. maybe im weird? but then why are we all here? cant agree more if i do say so myself.

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works easier with my phone when im away from the computer so ive chosen to use both but maily tumblr for now sorry wordpress fans ill miss ya

Social media. How does it really take its effects on people.

Okay so honestly ive been wanting to do a little side project other than hair. Coming across websites like

Social media insights

Makes me want to try to give it a go. to see what i can do with it and see how far i can push it and heck if i dont make money thats fine and if i do even better.

So honestly what would you expect a social media helper or consultant whatever you would like to call it. What would they do for you? tell me your thoughts and I may design you some free website graphics. I do work on that too finished for my first REAL client. and ill post the image later its not on my laptop currently.

when I cant sleep i blog and when i blog im usually content. this is my main page where i just post my random thoughts pages ideas and other things. so lets give me feedback and ill give one random person who comments what they would like a social media helper to do for them or what they expect from a graphic designer to design for them.

One winner gets a page of your choice with a custom design. Now wordpress readers leave me comments and let me know what you think of this.

The problem with being that girl that’s more one of the guys..

here you go. Ever been told “oh that’s just cass she’s like one of the dudes tho” I’m cass. I’m that girl that’s “one of the dudes tho ” yeah it actually happens a lot. I get stuck being a “dude” I never quite fit in with girly girls or peoples girlf friends or wife’s… No I get along better with your dad brothers and guy friend.
Why? Who the hell knows I don’t. It’s annoying. I don’t want to be one of the dudes 24/7. Sure sometimes guys it’s awesome to be one of the guys watch sports not worry about my makeup or how I look overeating some great food.

That part of being “one of the dudes” is the best. But guys I’m not one of you don’t forget I’m a girl. You stink your jokes about chicks are awful and I not a dude so I think half your ideas are weird because deep down I’m still a chick… Anyway “bro” and “dude” fiends Hyatt remember I may be awesome and cool and the most fun friend but don’t like being called “one of the guys” it’s annoying me and it should stop. 

19 Things Only Chronically Late People Understand

this is me! omg! i never knew their were others out there like this.

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1. When you text someone that you’re “5 mins away” it means you’re still sitting on your couch in your sweatpants.

2. Your friends start lying to you about what time they want you to meet them somewhere. If they actually want you there at 8:30, they’ll tell you to come at 8.

3. …You try to be offended by this, but then you arrive at 8:30 and you’re like, point taken. 

4. If you actually do arrive to something on time, your friends usually greet you with a surprised “What are you doing here?!”

5. And by the way, for you, “on time” means any arrival period that’s within a 10 minute range of when you should have gotten there.

6. You used to try to include reasons for your lateness when you would text your friends to let them know you were going to be…

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you either do or you dont not both

so i know im posting alot about bs with the hubby. yea yea judge it idc.

well you either you say what you mean or you dont.

theirs no both.

i

words

dont ever try to say oh you dont listen. why would i?

works are spoken easy but take time to forget.

now now so communication is key but when someone doesnt listen then what? then you need to re group make a new plan. dont cross the limit line you may never cross back

i am not a wallflower

Well my husband happens to be my best friend. well most the time let me rephrase that. but honestly he knows me best. we have our moments from time to time. like half of today.. which was shitty but we always get through it.. 

so we have arguments normal right? everyone does don’t they? if you don’t argue i feel as if maybe you don’t care enough to push buttons and test limits because sometimes that is how you know someone does care.

today was a little more intense tho. not voiolent or anything before anyone starts assuming. but just more stress than average. im working 52 hours this week. adam is mr mom for now. which is fine. thats actually okay. but have you ever just felt as if you wanted space from someone but then hate to be away? 

it doesn’t make since i know. but honestly that how im feeling. i love him to death but at the same time im beyond irritated with him and want to have a night away. well i think the fact we live with his mom doesn’t help us with the stress of life and two children and a dog named wilfred.

ahhh Wilfred thats a whole another post waiting to happen.

we dont even argue over substantial things merely irreverent silly off hand things such as texts. not a sext or a flitry text. but, texts to friends or other family ect. or who gets to have alone time as im writing this its my bed time baby is asleep but i just enjoy checking this word press. 😀 but, ill continue..

So anyways as it goes on we just tend to irritate each other by not letting the other one do something they ask to do. which isnt a issue honestly its the fact we are both stubborn and have to have the last word. the fact we both cant just let it go.

but here is my two cents..

im just going to from now on agree to disagree. as part of my new years resoultion was to be a better person and mother and also cut negative situations and people out of my life im going to have to stick with that and more forward and do so because arguments and getting stressed doesnt help anyone nor does it fix anything.

as i write this im less and less mad but still i just want space and this blog as close as it gets lately.. 

but time will only tell and we have only been married a year so far relationship longer but still.. short amount of time did all these things get married, have baby, move 4 times.. too too much in so little time has only overwhelmed us both and both of us need to find our inner peace and happiness needs to be exposed or i fear you will loose who you really once were and i refuse to be that person so this marks the day that i will do as i please i will do things on my own and i will put my feelings first. not before my kids but my spouce is important but so am i.

I will not let someone else decide things for me 

I am my own person and i am myself. That will not change.

My outlook and thoughts may very from time to time but i will always be me. cass. I am a mom, a wife. lover and this is my life.

I am happy in my own skin and my relationship will reflect it.

I will not be negative. I will npt whine. I will appericiate life more and those in it. 

i am not a wallflower i am a shining star. and ill shine bright.

no one can dull my sparkle. i am me. i am happy

you need to find yourself. 

love yourself..

it will change your perspective on life.

My other mother 

most people picture this evil lady. Nope not my in law. 

Some see a mother inlaw as this lady who hates people near her son(s) nope not mine.

Hell she’s had 4 boys she wants her time alone now. 

So let me tell you about my ruthie my other mom (no offense to my mom if she reads this) ( I know you follow me and i happen to call dave and Ruth mom & dad ) just had to make that clear because my mom follows this blog like its a rigion.. Ha


Anyways about my other mother she’s not like my mom at all. But I love both of you for being unique in your own way. She cooks anything and everything I could ever even imagine physically possible. She can sew anything as  well. She also had a career outside of being a mom she was a teacher. 👍😀 

Which is great when I need tips on how to get my kid to be productive at school or how to help her with learning. 

But what I love most about her. She has a huge heart. Yeah not everyone may see this if you don’t piss her off you will see it. You disrespect her nope you will not see a glimmer of this. Because this has to be earned and it’s me a reward. If you want her love respect and compassion you damn well better show her the same or get none! 

She always has time for a random conversation. I tend to bug her quite frequently over kids life or me messing up dinner because im not good at cooking. Ha!

She always has time for her daughter-in-love. I don’t know if she knows how much we appreciate her efforts especially me. I watch her take care of her mother and grandma lou who are quite the handful which is a major challenge in itself and for that I applaud you because that is one hell of a job!. She raised 4 fine boys who are all grown men now. Even at times when I can’t stand my hubby (sorry dear but im pretty damn honest) i still love him even when he’s a asshole. 

If she was to read this right now she may smirk since today he’s pushed a few buttons with his parents. 

Oh well right? You live you learn you get over it and put it behind you. Well I do anyway.  Ahh  isn’t life grand? Sure can be crazy hetic insane but also beautiful lovely and peaceful  all at once. My other mother helps show me that . She points out the little details that I tend to bypass (which now I try to observe) 😝

She teaches me many many life lessons. I try to picture it thru her eyes and it’s amazing the perspective you gain everyone should try to do so. She barley has time to her self and is always up for a chat or visit or the grandkids. You have inspired me to do so much more for myself and become better,wiser and stronger! 

So thank you for raising 4 men. Dealing with a house of boys isn’t on my wishi list but someone had to do it and that someone was you. 

25 years young the bucket list that i never completed

well i had this whole “im going to do this by 25” list.

bucket list if you want to call it that.

have most people done this? well id hope im not the only one because i didnt accomplish any of the items on it. yeah yeah i know i fail. or maybe not maybe i won..

well well well.. i wanted to do these before 25

feed a tiger *** yeah  i didn’t do that not even close.. dont even want to think i was like 12 when i thought of that one.

ice skate*** yeah i still have NEVER done this.

(dear husband if you read this blog post take me ice skating!)

surf** yeah im terrified of the ocean never gonna happen i know this now.

snowboard*** yeah i never have even tried but i can skateboard so thats kinda like this right? yeah no.. i know i know.

when i was 5-6 i always told myself how when im 25 i will have amazing hair more shiny and longer than my barbies..

my hair is above my shoulders but below the ears hahaha.

I always said how i would own my own home at this age well i was wrong again.

Ride an elephant*** i did do this score!

Ride a rollercoaster*** i did this too and well i almost pissed my pants it was terrifying and 6 flags gave me a new fear that no one wants sitting near them….

go to vegas*** yeah why the hell havent i done this?!?!

DInseyworld*** yeah i went to disneyland once at 15 and not since boo.. (hubby again if you read this take me and the kids asap k thanks)

I like how i write little comments on blogs to him like he is gonna respond or something when he probly never reads this blog anyway. oh well.

on with my list…

I figured id have a pink corvette as well.. no i dont have that

i figured id see nsync and sadly i havent

what have i done you might ask? lots of things.

The list i completed.

job ** check

Drive bmw*** check

have cute kids** check

be married** check

see a concert** check

be awesome**check

List of reasons to loathe mornings.

yeah im obviously not a morning person.

Here’s my top reasons I hate morning time.

  • I was sleeping so good but not now that im up. Ugh
  • Im still tired
  • I don’t want to get out of bed
  • It’s too cold to leave the house 
  • I just don’t like them
  • I don’t ever look cute. I look like a troll haha
  • Im not in the mood for morning 
  • Means I have to become responsible and accountable 😩

To my mom. 

Well, I’d like to say I know her better than anyone else. Maybe I do maybe I don’t. But, one thing forsure she’s the only mom I have. Actually the only biological parent i even have. So here’s a little story on my mom. 



She’s not the adventure or thrill sleeping type. Not her type of fun. 

One thing forsure is she likes to be called “nana” 



Probably her favorite thing is to be with haley. Other than working out I’ve never met someone who is so fit at her age. And well it’s not common these days eitber. People tend to let themself go. At least my mom didn’t she has goals even if her goal is looking better than her peers from highschool. It’s sill a goal. More of a personal one id say. She’s got confidence because she looks as good as she feels about her inner self.



My favorite picture of us. 

We don’t have many pics together but this one is nice it is simple but yet my favorite. We both just look happy, content, stress free, it’s a good look for us. My moms tiny super short and skinny. That’s her style. 





Plus who else can throw Ther husband a birthday party get hammerd and take a selfie with their mom? I can. Be jealous because we can do that kind of thing we don’t judge we just chill as we are. Don’t be fooled by her size she’s stronger than she looks! But she’s a confident, content, happy self sufficient person. 



People can say what they want about anything. People can put words together and try to impress someone or put a thought into their mindset. Me on the other hand, im just glad she’s my mom. 

Her sisters would say she’s weird. But she holds down steady work. Really that’s because she’s not like them. She doesn’t do the same activities they do. And she’s half their size. She is tiny I’ll agree.shes great with art. She doesn’t cook but her house is super clean.  But that’s not “weird” and weird isnt actually bad. Means your different you stick  out. So mom be yourself be as weird as possible who cares! Embrace the weirdness and just go with the flow. I know i myself do.

But my moms not like your mom. She’s really not just a mom it’s more than that. She’s also a friend  who’s experienced life with me. 

Growing up it was me and her at home. We didn’t have tons of money but we had the company of one another. That’s really all kids need is someone to spend some time with them. 

 That’s why I think time is the most important factor in relationships. Weather it’s a child, parent , friend or spouce. Time spent show more than sending an expensive gift. It shows you are making efforts towards something. Time can’t. Be replaced but material items can be. 

She’s successful in her own way. She maintained her looks. That’s successful also youd never know she’s a independent person with many strengths. I saw that side the side when we lived in the ghetto. I am saw her struggle and most people would of given up at those points. But she’s determined. But she was up-beat about things. We would make art. Lots of art. Maybe that’s where my creative intuitive sense comes from. 



So thanks for being your self mom I have learned many lessons from you along the way. Im sure I’ll learn many more as time goes on.  What I’ve learned its be independent, be yourself, and life can get tough but it won’t stay that way.! And embrace your self, feelings and style even if it makes people say your weird. 

Being a co parent.

what is a co-parent? Two parents who raise a child together but are not in a relationship.

Hardest fucking thing to do. The childs best interest comes first not mine not my husband or my ex. We don’t matter the child does. 

Why is it difficult you ask? First and foremost you never ever speak ill of the other co parent. Doesn’t matter if you think he’s a dick or jerk or whatever. Doesn’t matter so toss that thought Away. 

I can be bitchy stubborn and hold a mean grudge. This has made me not do that. Well not infront of my child anyway I have been a little “bitchy” to my ex when my child wasn’t there to witness it. Well in all honesty I was a crazy lady from time to time. Oh well the past is the past right? Can’t dwell there , I don’t live in the past. I live in the now. This moment is my life and im living it as I type this. Life never stops. So suck it up deal with your shit and be a good damn parent.

Although I honestly don’t like being a co parent because deep down I am selfish i do want haley 100% of the time and I do feel entitled because she grew on me and I gave birth. But that’s the wrong mind set. That’s the “bitchy” me again.. I see that I can’t be that way so I just hold it in. Now I’ll be venting to this blog. Sorry readers! Haha. But I know a child needs a dad. A child needs to feel that love, that bond and connection that every kid should have.

I share my daughter 50/50. We both agree on certian things. Both have access to her medical and schooling. Why? Because it takes two to make a baby.. I didn’t make her alone and won’t raise her alone. Yes I have a husband he is As Great dad and yes my ex is around my daughter because he was for years and that’s just the right move. In all honesty he’s not a bad dad. We just didn’t work out for one another so now we deal with the co parent situation. 

We even have attended school functions and dr apts together my husband included. Yay us!  I feel like we’re doing great!

So to all you moms who cut the dads out of your child’s life. I don’t feel sorry for you but sorry for the mindset and feelings that child has. Even if they don’t show it your going to have a child with some issues down the road. And trust me it’s not going to be easy. Hell it’s not easy being a co parent or a regular parent. Life is hard. If it was easy then their would be no change Challeng or element of surprise. 

So what im getting at is. Im laying here really ready for bed and just think to myself about how much I’ve changed and how successful of a co parent I’ve. Become 

Successful co parents communicate well. The key to success is communicating well with one another can’t do that? Then you need legal help because your never getting anywhere with that attitude. My daughter is pretty lucky. She just doesn’t realize it yet. One day.. Maybe oneday she will.



Everyone loves you little pants. We have changed our attitude, life and sucked it up and did things we didn’t want to. Just for you. 

This is my style. My look.

What is style? I’d say it’s a creative expression you show through personal looks. Weather it’s in the make up, hair or clothing everyone has style. Even if it’s undefined it’s Still there. It’s what makes you unique in your own way! So love it, enjoy it and must importantly be confident in whatever you do. 

So what im wearing my fav hoodie and rocking my big hair. Big hair is me its my key element to my personal style . 

My hair is always a expression something. It makes its own statement.



Red said hey everyone look at me I don’t give two fucks about your opinion but don’t for how awesome I am



Brown long hair was me trying to be noemal needless to say it didn’t last long



This was my im edgy, sassy and I know I look good! Hair. It was my feel good color. 



Kinda the same as above 



This one here was just flat out a mistake. I hated it but what I learned is hair is changed easily anyway but style can easily represent you. It makes you feel different and this one made me feel bland so not. Style I want to rock 



This was my i lost my style and was boring. What fun was it ? None sure way maintenance and such but definitely not me. 



So I chopped it! Cut it myself at that. Self expression and personal style express you. They showcase your feelings even into a total style which is unique as each individual who takes the effort to express themselves. 

Everything takes some effort if it didn’t everyone would look the same. That would be a boring life that im not wanting to live. I’ll keep my style edgy,youthful and fun. I don’t care if you don’t like it. I like it and that’s what matters. Confidence and happiness will lead you to a happy life. 

And that’s how I feel about personal style. You make determine your style which determines how you feel. So in the end choose what you want not what someone’s idea of style for you.

Bucket list for 2015

well here goes nothing.

  • Take a vacation 
  • Go to Disneyland
  • Write a story about myself 
  • Buy another car 
  • Take the kids to the zoo 
  • Get family pictures done
  • Make a new friend
  • Find a new hobby
  • Loose more weight
  • Have a successful career $$
  • Fit into my old jeans 
  • Take more pictures and work on my photography 
  • Train my dog to be quiet 
  • Gain new friends 
  • Go camping 
  • Try a new restaurant 
  • Visit a new place 
  • Go to Santa Cruz in summer 



Top photo is before baby. 

no im not my goal size. Yes I am smaller than what I was after giving birth though and that’s important! Just don’t give up and keep motivated about loosing weight. I am a mom of 2 the top two pics were from earlier today! The bottom pic was just a couple weeks ago i still have quite a bit of belly fat to loose and hopefully I get there. But as for today im happy with myself and I feel like I actually look like I used to prior to babys.



Don’t even care how messy the background is because im just so pleased with my results and feeling good. 



i still went another month before I had brayden this was my 8 month pic of the belly #success #getfit

Progress! Weight loss success!

that girl is my sister

As ive gotten older I realize you have less and less friends. Less people will be there for you and less people will talk to you. Its not about going out or going to a party. Its about genuine conversation and compassion. If you cant show compassion for others then im sorry because thats just something everyone should understand. anyway on with my point here. Like I was saying I dont have many friends  I have been re thinking it all over and over and over recently. I found my self thinking about my sister.

We used to hate each other. Im not kidding..

HATE. we argued over everything and anything even if we both agreed we disagreed for the sake of an argument.

well were not 6 and 12 anymore although we didnt get along it was still times i enjoy most when I think about my whole life. She has stood beside me thick and thin. Stupid or smart choices ive had her hell, even if she hates me she still always voiced her thought and i knew she was there even at times we couldnt stand to look at one another.

So this is kinda my way of saying thanks for being a sister. now we are on to new ventures in both our lifes. We both have a spouce and i have two childern and you have 1 but still you get the point. Im not sure why it took me 20 something years to realize she would be my all time best friend.

Theirs noone else like her. The way she enjoys cooking and baking and making smoothies.. or randomly singing songs which i used to think were so damn annoying and now i find myself doing the same.

My sister Photo by me.

she would always dance around the house and we would tell her how she was just in our way. Being the older one tho, I had more of crap to deal with from parents well im not gonna go into details but yeah.. but she was carefree and loving and the definition of happy when she was younger. at the time when i was 16 and she was 10 i thought she was the definition of annoying and messsy. I have learned so much from her tho.

Shes always there to talk even if its in a text. Now were both grown ups and were always busy. but, there really is a bond that cant be broken and thats what a sister is.

So enjoy life. Be happy and always tell your sister that you love her.

Because sometimes im really bitchy

and have to remind myself to stop and be nice

Sister again. Photo by me

“to infinity and beyond”

Worst advise ever given

this is all things either a co worker, friend, family member, client or even random strangers had told me. Thought I’d just put this here for all you to laugh at. 

Sleep when the baby sleeps.

Then who will clean my house? Is that an offer?

“Good things come to those who wait” oh do tell me.. 

Oh so me working my ass off had nothing to do with it right?

When driving, keep an equal amount of distance between the car in front of you and the car behind you. It’ll keep traffic from building up. 

Let me guess you don’t have a brain right? 

 Don’t ever change

So don’t ever self improve 😉

Do what you love and let it kill you

So sex drugs and rock n roll

Being in love means never having to say im sorry

Im lot.. And because husbands just agree to everyone 😂

Shave your daughters head her hair will get thicker

Or she will be traumatized 

Keep that baby awake all day

Because you want to hear a screaming baby? 

Don’t eat you will loose weight

And die… Ha!

You rock the mom look

I don’t have a mom look i have a me look… Bitches… 

Oh it’s ok to be messy your a mom

No, im not always a hot mess douche bag😑 

Do what you love and fuck the rest

Hm, sounds nice but who’s paying for my Hawaii trip?

You should quit your job be a stay at home mom 24/7

I love my kids, I really do but theirs a point and time where you need a break or part time job which counts as a break in my opinion!

If you can’t get a job get pregnant

So I can have a kid and no money? Ah, sounds  like a super idea.

My inspiration 



we have crazyness we have crying and tantrums. We have laughter and smiles. We have each other. 

You two give me more motivation than I’ve ever had. Push my self more and more stressful at times but always worth it in the end. 

My babies are beautiful but can be a handful.  I hope you to become friends one day and always stick together. 

My mom list. 

here are some of my “mom” habbits/advise. For my other moms.

  1. Love your kids unconditionally 
  2. Have mommy and me time
  3. Don’t forget about your husband after all he’s import too. 
  4. Don’t forget to take time for yourself either 
  5. Their will be bad days but the good will outweigh the bad even if it doesn’t feel like it 
  6. Nap time is important even if you don’t get to nap yourself at least you got that price of mind.
  7. Listen. Listen, listen! Your kids are honest and want to be heard! Listen to those tiny brains!
  8. If your going to formula feed serve room temperature it sucks when your kid only wants a warm bottle. Trust me I did that with my oldest.. Whoops… 
  9. Don’t give punishment when angry
  10. Remeber no child has ever died from crying it out. Give your self some space from that toddler that’s melting down infront of you. 
  11. Be consistent with everything 
  12. Their will be messy everything don’t try so hard. Enjoy it
  13. Take lots of of photos because they grow quickly 
  14. Do what’s right for your child not for others
  15. Remeber every child is different
  16. Don’t spend a ton of money on infant clothing they grow so fast
  17. Babies don’t need much to be happy  
  18. The most important thing a mom can do is just simply believe in her children and give them confidence  

Things that have changed for me since being a mom. But that’s okay! 

  1. I never get to use a bathroom alone. 
  2. Same goes with the shower quick and done 😩
  3. My make up only gets done when going to work 
  4. My kids will look amazing and I look a mess.
  5. Im always tired. 
  6. My hobbies are non existent at this point
  7. My friends are… Wait what friends 😁
  8. Personal space? What’s that tiny hands touch your dinner and poke your eyes. 
  9. I don’t ever get to succeed im watching tv unless the kids are sleeping 
  10. I don’t get to have quiet time
  11. I get frustrated even easier at times. 
  12. Somedays I don’t even leave the house now.
  13. I lack adventure other than “mom -ventures”

favorite quotes.

“be wise enough to not be reckless
but brave enough to take great risks”

“life moves too fast If you don’t stop and look around once in a while you might just miss it.”

“life isn’t about finding yourself its about creating yourself”

“i know it hurts but its life and its real.and sometimes it fucking hurts, but its life and its pretty much all we we got”

“if you cant laugh at yourself life is going to seem a whole lot longer than you’d like”

My life blog.

so here I am blogging. Why? I enjoy writing. I feel I have quite the Intellectual mindset and creative passion to fuel it. Lasso I love to get things out of my brain read my thoughts. On my blog you will find my rants, married life, mom life, work life my passionate feel for creative art and photography  , understand why I feel as I do, see what makes my brain tick. What makes me me. I put it here for you guys to read. It’s a nice way to also vent. Honestly it’s pretty fun jotting this all down. You will see me around. Until my next post✌️